heart broken again

I wish I had something happier to post.

I m/c again. This time 5 hours after our first u/s where we saw the baby's heart start beating before our eyes, it was amazing.

At this point I don't know what to do next. I have lots of questions and need to set up my WTF with my RE. I do know I will be seeing a hematologist to make sure we are treating gene mutation properly. My RE was in shock when we went back the next morning and the baby was gone. He said he's never seen something turn around so quickly. We left his office the night before crying happy tears and our RE was so excited. We were last appt of the day and our 2 fav nurses came into the room with us. We talked about next steps and when I would graduate. He kept saying seeing a HB so early was such a positive sign.

I just can't believe I have m/c 3 babies this year, we are both so sad and obviously, my favorite time of the year has been filled with many tears.

I'm sorry it's take me a while to post, I really don't know what to write.

Thank you so much for all your support. Please pray for D and I and our babies. I hope the new year brings answers and sticky BFP's.