I wish I had something happier to post.
I m/c again. This time 5 hours after our first u/s where we saw the baby's heart start beating before our eyes, it was amazing.
At this point I don't know what to do next. I have lots of questions and need to set up my WTF with my RE. I do know I will be seeing a hematologist to make sure we are treating gene mutation properly. My RE was in shock when we went back the next morning and the baby was gone. He said he's never seen something turn around so quickly. We left his office the night before crying happy tears and our RE was so excited. We were last appt of the day and our 2 fav nurses came into the room with us. We talked about next steps and when I would graduate. He kept saying seeing a HB so early was such a positive sign.
I just can't believe I have m/c 3 babies this year, we are both so sad and obviously, my favorite time of the year has been filled with many tears.
I'm sorry it's take me a while to post, I really don't know what to write.
Thank you so much for all your support. Please pray for D and I and our babies. I hope the new year brings answers and sticky BFP's.
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I am so very sorry for your loss. There are no words. I'm just sad. ; (
I'm so heartbroken for you. That is just awful. I hope you take some time to heal and I'll be excited to hear what the RE suggests. Will be thinking of you.
So, so sorry
So sorry to hear this news. *hugs*
I had my second miscarriage a week before Christmas, from my second IVF cycle -- we started IVF at the beginning of 2010, so our calendar looks a lot like yours.
I hope 2011 is a better year for both of us.
I wish I had could say something to lessen the heartbreak or some answers that would make you believe that there will be a happier outcome next time.
You, me and so many other wonderful women are long, long overdue for some good news and good times.
Wishing you peace.
Oh, sweetie! I am so, so sorry! I wish I had something to say to help. Sending you big, big hugs.
I am so so sorry for your losses. I pray you can find healing and strength and that someday soon you will have your sticky baby. (((HUGS)))
So sorry this is happening to you again. Sending you lots of T & Ps that 2011 is a good year for you with sticky BFPs.
Oh my gosh, I am so incredibly sorry. I have had 1 m/c loss this year after IVF and I can't imagine having lost 3 babies. How heartbreaking and I wish I had some helpful words for you. You and Dh will be in my prayers.
I am so very sorry! Praying for you and your hubby. {{{HUGS}}}
I am so horribly sorry, I know that there are no words. ((HUGS))
I am so sorry worms. Please know you and your DH are always in our thoughts. Wishing you a much, much better 2011!
I'm so, so sorry.
*HUGS*
Praying for you guys and a sticky baby.
So unbelievably sad to hear this. I really really hope good things will come your way for 2011.
My heart is so heavy for you right now. I am so sorry. So very sorry.
I am sooo sorry. Thinking of you.
I am so sorry. I just found your blog through a series of links and wanted to tell you that a complete stranger here in CT feels your pain and is crying for you.
I had 5 m/c over 8 years. We went through 3 egg donors and 2 surrogates before we finally had our b/g twins on 11/9/10. In the days leading up to the moment I held them in my arms, I suffered the entire gamut of emotions. I don't know if it helps to "talk" to a complete stranger but if you ever want to, please don't hesitate to email me. I have been there and knows the depths of despair that can threaten to overtake you at a moment's notice (or mistakenly clicking on Bringing Home Baby on the tv).
It gets better. It's not easy. You are not alone.
Smumzie (I haven't updated my blog in a year so I had to post as anonymous but email is lexial423@yahoo.com)
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